We are meant to be or maybe not

Life is full of secrets . Life is sweet . 
Sometimes , in life I am blind even I can clearly see the beauty of the world . What event that I can portray if I was just hiding behind my shadow ? Life is full of secrets. Yes . Sometimes , I even don't know what is happening to me . So , how would I know about others . Now , I realize that I've no solid form of myself . No one would understand me . Neither me . Just , 18 years . Maybe , enough for me? No . Still I need more . We are meant to be or maybe not . My dear dream . Inshaa Allah I'll achieve you . Give me more time Ya Allah . Give me more strength Ya Allah ... 💗💖💝💕💞