Monday, 17 November 2014

aku takut Ya Allah

Assalamualaikum :)
Astaghfirullahaladzim
Ya Allah .
After receiving the details and information, I feel so intense. 
Berapa banyakkah amalan ku selama ini... ???
Cukupkah Ya Allah?
Aku lalai.
Aku tidak istiqamah.
Lindungilah kami sekeluarga daripada fitnah dajjal.
Selamatkan kami Ya Allah....
Aamin Ya Rabbal Alamin
:')

Law .

Assalamualaikum :)
What is law? Law is the legal principle of rules that is well known and been used by the administration of the justice in states .
Why do I choose law?
Law is significant. Law is very wide.
Law reflects the stand. Law varies.
Currently, I'm learning English Legal system. It is quite interesting . It is about the history, the view ,the debate, the arguments, the principles, the rules, the system, the organization, the philosophers, the creative thinking, the understanding, the memory , the terms, the new things and the efforts.
Law is very complex and interesting .
I would like to share one of the topics in EELS which is Common Law and Equity.
TBC ":)

myself ever ^^ pt2

Assalamualaikum :)
Alhamdulillah. It is a rainy day and I love it. 
Justify me?
Sure, I do . 
I am a girl. I am 18. I'm not adorable. I'm not fashionable. I can't wear my scarf properly. I'm clumsy. I'm cute.(eheh) I'm not a mingled person. I do things alone (in college to be exact,in school too). I've no friends as a selfie partner(not ever). Yes, I do have friends to hi and bye. (Usually) 
Ahaha. I love reading. But, I don't know why when I'm becoming older , it fades. Urggh. 
I fall in love easily (love ,eww) and I'm not that serious. After that, I'll forget easily. Crush here,crush there. Only fantasy feelings. Haha. I'm a little bit extreme. Too obvious . No experience in relationship. No. At. All.
I'm a determined person. I'll achieve NY dream. Inshaa Allah.
Pray for me ":)
I love Allah.
I love Rasulullah.
I love Islam.
I love my Mother.
I love my Father.
I love my adik2.
I love my relatives.
I love my friends 
I love my classmates.
I love my housemates.
I love my cats.
I love everything mine.
I love my kpop bias.
I love my virtual love.
":-*)
Are these enough?
Haha no one cares actually.
:')
. saranghaeyo .

Sunday, 16 November 2014

myself ever ^^

Assalamualaikum :)
Have a nice day my dear . 2 posts in a row and I'm proud of it . Before this , I treated this blog as my feeling bank . Ahaha no need to explain . Yupp I just like a girl that wrote for nothing . I know and I'm still happy for it . That's the way to appreciate ourselves . Be happy for what we have done .
Okay . Uhmm . Now , I want to be back. Back to reality . I want to portray the story of my precious life. Yes, precious life. In reality not fantasy . If you knew what I mean. This blog will be the note of my heart,even no one reads this. I write this for me . Yeaahh :')
myself ever ^^
Entering a new world .
It has been a while. I have reached my new phase of life. My phase as a college student. In INTEC :) Alhamdulillah ... Really really Alhamdulillah . Doing my A-Level , major of Law and bound to UK. Two years preparation. Alhamdulillah. Something that I've dreamt all this while. :D
How's life there ?
Haha.
Student's life .
Yepp. I live there as a student, so I'm going through a student's life ^^
Pretty awesome to stay there.
Seksyen 18. Shah Alam .
TBC ";)

171114

Assalamualaikum :)
Haha . 🙈
Alhamdulillah . I've given another chance to live today . Thank you Ya Allah . What makes me laugh at the first place ? Nothing funny , but I feel that my older childish posts before this seem tickel my heart . Yupp . I'm quite ashamed with myself . Haha nvm 😂.
Okaay . What makes my fingers type this today ? Umm . I just read my friend's blog and nahhh . Haha (once again) 😅 I just realized that ... Haha(okay I can't stop ). Yes , today is Monday and knowing that I had officially been at home for 3 weeks ! 3 weeks oh my ! Time really flies guys ... And . Urghh , ,, What . Have . I . Done . 
Okay .
I.Have.Done.Nothing.😒😒
Hmmm . Where to start ? 
Take bath . 
Haha 🙈
 .back to reality.
👋

Saturday, 15 November 2014

Full of thought . 😌

Thinking . Am I thinking , all this while ? What they think about me ? What are their impressions ? Maybe , I am just no one . No one knows . Yepp . I never think about that . But, I have full of thoughts . 😒 . I keep assuming . I keep judging . I keep predicting . I keep hating . I keep envying . Why should I ? Yeah , no doubt I am really grateful for everything . But maybe , I am still weak in handling my fragility of heart . Soft-hearted? Eww . I'm denying  but , actually I can't . Sometimes , I just can't . Just can't avoid from feeling lonely .Lonely from ? Urghh. Idk . Yeah . Just a feeling . Ignore . It's pointless . Now , I've a platform . Platform to strive towards everything that I want . Absolutely , make my mom proud of me . Not to mention , my ultimate goal , your taqwa servant Ya Allah . Action . Make an action . Avoid laziness . Keep me strong 💪 💪🌼 . 

We are meant to be or maybe not

Life is full of secrets . Life is sweet . 
Sometimes , in life I am blind even I can clearly see the beauty of the world . What event that I can portray if I was just hiding behind my shadow ? Life is full of secrets. Yes . Sometimes , I even don't know what is happening to me . So , how would I know about others . Now , I realize that I've no solid form of myself . No one would understand me . Neither me . Just , 18 years . Maybe , enough for me? No . Still I need more . We are meant to be or maybe not . My dear dream . Inshaa Allah I'll achieve you . Give me more time Ya Allah . Give me more strength Ya Allah ... 💗💖💝💕💞